Bear

Going on a bear hunt 

Going to catch a big one

I'm not scared 

What's that over there..

A friendly bear

A fun bear

A cuddle bear

But a scared bear

I chase

You run

You hide

I surrender 

You text words as sweet as honey 

" I love you"

Here we go again 

But before I know it

You disappear into thin air again 

A ghost bear

Only wanting what I can't have

I get a high off of the drizzles of honey ( words of affection)

All i have  are the breadcrumbs of memories left behind in your tracks  

A sleeping bag on the beach with a broken zipper 

Stargazing at the brightest stars I've ever seen 

Kidnapping me on 13th block

Jumping in the ocean with all my clothes on 

My sandy wet hair drying in the sun on a towel laying next to you

Your green T-shirt still laying in my closet even now 

But

People are talking 

We were a train wreck waiting to happen 

Reminiscing about making out in your car

I know it's dumb 

It ain't 2019 no more

Maybe I should stop looking for 

what is not looking for me