Why do I only want what I can't have ?
Falling for enthusiasm
And love bombing
That doesn't last
Because they are just caught up in living in the moment
But fear commitment, vulnerability, intimacy..when things get real
They are hot and cold
And emotionally unavailable
But then I get attached to how the highs made me feel
But not knowing how to receive it when someone genuinely thinks I'm great and wants to spend time with me
Something feels missing and I don't know why
Is it a spark, chemistry, passion, excitement in the chase?
Or a feeling that I need to earn it?
Am I doomed to just wanting what I can't have ?
Am I not giving the right people a good enough chance / being too picky?
Or have I just not met the right one yet?
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