Work in Progress
Wednesday, March 12, 2025
Emotional Abuse
Wednesday, October 9, 2024
Choosing people who choose you because we are all worthy of love
Life be funny sometimes
You have a crush on someone
But that person likes someone else
But the person they like doesn't like them back either
And it can be a never ending chain of people who just want what they can't have
Or who miss out on great people who are infatuated with them who they could have great potential with
Yet are too busy obsessing over someone else who doesn't see their worth or who is too busy obsessing over someone else to give them a chance
Even though there could be a great connection there
Sometimes it is hard to believe that someone else sees you in that light
It is hard to accept that you are worthy and deserving for people to see the best in you
The way you see the best in others
Sometimes it feels out of the blue if you feel like they don't know you well enough or you feel like you haven't done anything to earn or deserve their love
But the truth is we are all worthy without doing anything
Unconditionally
Just for being who we are
Cheers to me trying to break that cycle
Going where I'm wanted
Choosing the people who choose me
Giving a chance to people who see my worth
Believing I deserve it
Without feeling the need to earn it
I am worthy
I deserve love
Just for being exactly who I am
Flaws and all
Sunday, August 25, 2024
In your own eyes
It is more important to be the person you want to be in your own eyes than to try to be that person in everyone else's eyes
Wednesday, January 3, 2024
Trusting yourself
I grew up thinking everyone knew better than me
Not trusting myself
Not trusting my intuition
Not trusting my capabilities
Thinking the way I did things and thought was wrong
But when I learned to tune out the opinions and perspective of the world
I realized...
The way I thought was out of the box but it was what made sense to me
The way I did things were different
But it was what worked for me
All along I knew what was best for me
All I needed was to have faith in myself
To listen to my own intuition
Because all of the answers were always within me
To figure things out in my own way
And realizing this is most liberating feeling of my life
Wednesday, December 6, 2023
Healing
There is this saying we teach people how to treat us
But actually we were taught how to be treated
How are we supposed to know that people treat us how are body language shows how we feel about ourselves?
How are you supposed to know you are worthy when people treated you like you were less?
They told me I was shy
But how was I supposed to want to speak up when I felt ignored when I did?
They assumed I could not do things
But that was far from right
All I needed to do was adapt
Now I know better
But grief consumes me that it took so long
I blamed myself for not knowing sooner
But it was never my fault
Healing is a long messy process that I'm still figuring out